Date: 2000
"The scattered jigsaw puzzle of my attention reassembled into a single image."
preview | full record— Edward St. Aubyn (b. 1960)
Date: 2000
"Outside, no limits; inside, no room. Then no limits inside, then none inside me. Agoraphobia on the bone, agoraphobia in the marrow."
preview | full record— Edward St. Aubyn (b. 1960)
Date: 2000
"A man in my position might easily head for the mountains and try to find consolation in their perseverance -- never mind the rock slides, the sinking plateaux and erupting islands -- or, at the opposite extreme, he might extort some pleasure from knowing that he will outlast the flies spinning o...
preview | full record— Edward St. Aubyn (b. 1960)
Date: 2000
"I was driven by local emotions into a freewheeling lateral association, or downwards in a potentially endless search for the anchor at the end of some chain of thought, or upwards into more and more denuded categories of categories."
preview | full record— Edward St. Aubyn (b. 1960)
Date: 2000
"And then, because this search can only find arbitrary resting-places, it was the whole process, accepted with complete permissiveness, which became fundamental; its endlessness was its resting-place: thoughts seemed to radiate from and collapse into the same source, as if the whole history of a ...
preview | full record— Edward St. Aubyn (b. 1960)
Date: 2000
"As I breathed in I could feel my consciousness expanding along a glistening spider's web of total connectedness and as I exhaled it accordioned back into the tropical richness of my body, the streams and rivers of my blood."
preview | full record— Edward St. Aubyn (b. 1960)
Date: 2000
"My mind floated like the Bullet Train above its tracks, meeting no obstruction; everything clear."
preview | full record— Edward St. Aubyn (b. 1960)
Date: 2001
"in you the in moon / its rays entwined in my mind's / hair hangs down right in"
preview | full record— Hollo, Anselm (b. 1934)
Date: 2001
"I also recollect now that as I went on down the tunnel which could be said to form the backbone of the fort, I had to resist the feeling taking root in my heart, one which to this day often comes over me in macabre places, a sense that with ever forward step the air was growing thinner and the w...
preview | full record— Sebald, W. G. (1944-2001)
Date: 2001
"[T]his is how it is described in the book Le Jardin des Plantes, in which Claude Simon descends once more into the storehouse of memories, and on page 235 begins to tell the fragmentary tale of a certain Gastone Novelli who, like Améry, was subjected to this particular form of torture."
preview | full record— Sebald, W. G. (1944-2001)