Date: 2009
"Blackbirds are singing on Coldharbour Lane and he has the sensation, so vivid that it is almost an hallucination, that he is entirely hollow; empty, like an easter egg."
preview | full record— Nicholls, David (b. 1966)
Date: 2009
"One day quite soon, probably within the year, he will walk out of a room and never see her again, and this thought is so hard to conceive of that he shoves it away violently, concentrating instead on himself: his hangover, how tired he feels, how the pain throbs in his temples as he trots down t...
preview | full record— Nicholls, David (b. 1966)
Date: 2009
"He had always imagined that some sort of emotional mental equipment was meant to arrive, when he was forty-five, say, or fifty, a kind of kit that would enable him to deal with the impending loss of a parent. If he were only in possession of this equipment, he would be just fine. He would be nob...
preview | full record— Nicholls, David (b. 1966)
Date: 2009
"All these years later he still carried with him, would carry for life, the image of her standing in mismatched underwear in the staffroom of Loco Caliente, illuminated by a shaft of afternoon sun like the light in a cathedral, as she yelled at him to get out and shut the bloody door."
preview | full record— Nicholls, David (b. 1966)
Date: 2009
"Eliot closes his eyes and sorts through the database of biblical references that he jammed into his brain during his days as a somewhat-more-devout young man."
preview | full record— Konstantinou, Lee
Date: 2009
"Like some inoperable cancerous thing inside his brain, a new mental organ had awakened, insistently and without mercy pushing him forward, punishing him with guilt, compelling him to feel things and want things that can't be argued for or against on the basis of logical reasoning, analy...
preview | full record— Konstantinou, Lee
Date: 2009
"His daddy issues need to be resolved, his therapist says, and he could probably stand to improve his relationship with his mother too, but Eliot wonders whether any amount of analysis will ever unknot this tangled mass of mental rope."
preview | full record— Konstantinou, Lee
Date: 2009
"Whatever else has happened to him, the moral thing that erupted in his mind hasn't gone into remission. If anything, it has only metastasized, secretly colonizing, under the cover of this last month's madness, more and more of his sense of self."
preview | full record— Konstantinou, Lee
Date: 2009
"This librarian told me that your mind works like a computer, or maybe an old card file."
preview | full record— Chideya, Farai (b. 1969)
Date: 2009, trans. 2012
"And when what has kept me going for the whole of my adult life, the ambition to write something exceptional one day, is threatened in this way my one thought, which gnaws at me like a rat, is that I have to escape."
preview | full record— Knausgaard, Karl Ove (b. 1968)